rage
fury is blinding my intent
rousing jealousy and clinging my heartstring to past
the connection just isnt what it used to be
and i pale at
the very thought.
i want to see him
NOW
forget the bligrent jesters and their thrown away toys
but
caring comes to easy for me and my little girl
shoes.so i will pout and cry
for the only way we have changed is to hurt
more
and regret
what we didnt do.