Monday, March 22, 2010

time time time

again,
repeat
was and continue,
no stain remover for my eyes.
or my cheeks,
and no promises either.
this grey?
no i smile an let each blot, scar, and line wrinkle my body
no i will run at the gun
no i will not save you
no i am no longer unhappy mark
but 
no,
know
in-fact a pattern

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

everyday poems

3/2
here,
not now.
two years ago, and eight
days
who was i then
nichole.
nikkie
now nick
shorter
maybe sweeter
3/3
waiting
swimming in time
letting flow
go and grow
know never gone,
just passed
3/4
streching out
and up
tingles my finger
like touching new
skin or walking
barefoot on a new floor
metaphore all i have
to write
to to say
to understand
3/7
sickness rips apart
a comforting senery
and tears threw
sameness
perhaps a blessing,
appriciation for health
but stationary,
a curse
3/8
i am becoming beautiful or insane.
maybe.
i thought it might happen
but i dont really care which
as a child i just want to become.
so i can look back and be serene.
when i was unbeautiful.
and sane.